insomniac taste

do people have any insomniac taste? i'm just extremely sleepy

back to writing/ inside screaming

So it' has been (some may say broke etc...) a long time before last post. for what reason? i was not so much occupied, mostly unoccupied, extremely occupied inside but outside almost nothing.
i decide to put some picss now in here, not only drawings, pictures from cameras, poison cameras may say etc..
about week list, let s say, i ve been mostly into nina nastasia and electrelane music the past few weeks/ mostly or not motly,
i ve been reading bricks from walls and printed many animals too.
who cares? no one
about coming projects....
wild/ blackened air / africa island / experimental funerals / wild more songs / all thougths you have at 3:32 in the morning are inside thoughts, far from the one you have at day light.
All silent, all soft, no glimpses around, time for re repeating . all i need is a string or two of metal, and some of flesh, rest is absurd.
all best for now
please let me get ....
i dont know what
bvc

week-month list

just got one reader
but i respect this reader
so:
movie: brown bunny (vincent gallo)
books: wuthering heights (bronte)
music: street spirit (radiohead)

week list

movies: heroes second season
books- i pod replaced books
music: you belong to no one, and tender kiss, both by edith frost

Week taste

easy
would be: books- the willow tree (hubert selby jr)
song- broken harp (pj harvey's white chalk)
movie: spiderman number three
getting through teen age after double teen plus half ten. weird, plus one.

one year ago

september 13...
on year ago was confused
still his, but smiling confusion replaced crying one
this blog who read it? no one
bottle in the elctronic replaced bottle in the seas,
electronic waves replaced petrol ones.
oh, sombra...

Week list

new thing, not a wish list, but a week list, means, things, listed, every week, starting on wednesday.
so every monday i ll give a book, a song and a film - synesthesia of seven days.
so for the passed week- from september 12 to september 19 -
music= black bow recorder "these are the things"
film "kids", larry clark
book "tortilla flat" steinbeck.
sure
teen age

trouble clock

always the same
breathing
cup of cofee made harps chords
cup in five life soft tunes , made of machine
on free living clock
life in a cup machine ,
whose smell is brighten
neons cofee machine
and
non sense
the man, round yellow,
a circle instead of a body
a body made of wasting candle
wax, pure wax, water, and axes
on a bench requesting
life bleeding

Where will i be in one month?

probably doing the same question on the same blog, but more up in the page, in a space that doesnt exist yet, outside your and mine computer screen...i need to be in a city with water...

half fridge

thoughts, no one read them, most of thoughts, some special music is now played by microwaves orchestra.
microwave orchestra could be a nice point to reach, or un reachable ones . point to reach, starting a story with this, a micro wave way of thinking, a microwave place to touch or to unrelease, a microwave statement of tootpaste.
the story is confused, but it will be more and more clear after this, cause for a sketch of it, reading process is different from typing process, i use to bring a process on many deep proceses, these are thoughts, this is not a story, it will come to a story, with drawings, drawings are not for children, drawings are not for children, drawings are not for children, drawings are not for children.
drawings are for children, the second character say
children alway make drawings they go in deep deep drawings life.
sometimes even they go to some huge geographic areas, areas in which horses are pentapedes
and they drink even more cofee than parents may concieve, they went on octopus , they broke bones of little miniature chicken their mother have offer them five christmas ago, and five cristmas later...
five christmas later, in a deep deep bar
went the horses and the pink of another war
of a bad bar with common snails
screaming at the end of every fairy tales
they chose to ask new orders of drinking
and they go to to a crowdy place, to organize pink trailers.
pink trailers of places that have never existed. not even in a ground control team.
they show them how to re apply on frisbees and geographic cards, they stole the bottom of a white fles hour, and they unfortunately go back to hell, where the flowers never meet

reading life

out of order

pressure is fake

did you ever get a panic attack?
i try to order a panic attack on e-bay, but they are very expensive. they sold it for the double price you can get it in northern countries
once, a guy was ok to sell me a panic attack for ten dollars; but the price of the sending was 50 dollars, cause panic attacks are not so easy to pack, and ten he had to hide it in a toothpaste tube, cause police of frontiers may recognize the chemestry of panic attack, and localize it as some kind of product unable to export.

sverige 2

opening a mouth, then showing teeth, coming in a foreign country is the kind of things you may act like, especially if it s a country in which they put circles over the letter a- to put such a geogmetric symbol over such a symbolic letter may drive mad all the southern europe. about southern europe, one may understand, bergman is from faro, with a circle, remind faro in portugal, or fano in italy, closest from which i am...

concert

like concert is coming, in a city i have never been in, gothenburg, and in a place i never been in, for i could not play in a place i know in a city i never been in, or would it be possibly possible. how could someone go to a space he knows, part of a bigger space he doesn't. there may be one solution, which will be the following.
if someone is born, in a small room, i.e. a concert club, if it happened to be that this club is in a big city, but the born, soon unborn baby never get out of the club, in this case he can say, i will have a concert in a city i dont know, but in a club that i know- but the following question is- in order to be that, the recently born child may already be able to say something, and to perform a concert, so he has to be at leat two years old, if he is very mature. meant he never get out of the club in which is mother put him alive for two years,and is still alive... then i guess he looked like this guy -the one of the flyer for the concert- and i hope he doesn't exist- or if i am honest, i hope he exist, maybe he does, why does?

trying to get them, seems there is a guy with something in his hand, like a blood clockwork, doesnt work at all, make strange sounds.
asking four questions:
the first one
the second one is : ask, something, divide it in two, what you get?
then lover came, throw away air in air
dollars in sand
dances of lawers
warnings of flowers
shoot them one after the other...

nick drake lyrics

lullaby three hundred and sixty five

the fridge buzzez like people talking
+the bad sound of the speakers.
cup of tea, nice clay,
cheap tobacco, but healthy, listening to 90's end of 90's is 00's, lyrics of 00's, "say my eyes are open wide "
say it back and forth , turn it it pick up blood also.
job trailers and student jobs are the same,
slow motion job is tetris
haiku + 3 = seventeen
red table
turn all these words on a tea cup made of 00's clay, inject it in your blood reading old chinese poetry
and you'll get a job...

fridge meant not like fruit

now i get it
it seems
that people get things and if they dont, they choose other abilitys
they could choose perfume or poetry
they could endlessly try to find a meaning to what they thought of how they were acting or speaking
but if they actually dont, they buy some sandwiches, turn them to crabs or to wine endless wine
and turn them again into fallen flys frightening freezing flow,
get them on a paper boy enter,
feed them
and asked them to go to bridges, over, moonflow, bloodflow, lifeflow.

forget what i say or i wont have money